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iie am SICK OF POSTING! DAMN LA?! FEEL THAT MY BLOG IS SO DEAD CAN? I FEEL LIKE DELETING THIS DEAD FISH BLOG. wasting my time. it's like so damn la?! rubbish nonsense. hate it when i mass send and NO ONE REPLY! DAMN ALL THESE PEEPOS! YOU CAN SAY I AM BAD TEMPER NOW! DON MESS WITH ME!!!!! NOW I DON FEEL LIKE MESSSAGING ALL THESE PEEPOS UNLESS NECESSARY. waste my messages!!!!!! @##%%&*%$!#$%#&^%$@^%<> next time i wun even tell them whats is my life. I DON NEED ALL THESE CARE AND ATTENTION! even if in my inner self ii need it, i will never reveal anymore!!
SICK SICK SICK!!!! SICK OF ALL THESE NONSENSE. WORK ALSO LIKE THAT, FRIENDS ALSO LIKE THAT! FRUSTRATING! SHALL STOP SMSING ALL THESE SICKOS! IN FUTURE DON EVEN HAVE TO BLOG OR CONGRATULATE WHATEVER THINGS I PASS~! DON NEED WASTE BLOG SPACE!
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0 comment[s] | back to topwo shi qing ping guo today iie got headache man! and iie eat pretty muchh! too stress.. goodness~ gonna blog again on monday! WATCHA! 0 comment[s] | back to topiie think im RUN LEG.iie have tuu run here and there;up and down.. SIAN LA?!keep asking me to do so many things at a time. iie cant stay at the computer with peace la?! iie have tuu do all those jakpalang things. kinda sick of it la?
it's SUPER SUPER NICE I SUPPOSE! hahaha~ iie think it is nice la!at least alot of peepos say that it is nice! LOL.
wo hen lei.... very very lei!!!! im EMO-ing here oki?! SO PISSED OFFFFF~~~ ARGH!!! !@$#@%#^&^%*&*(%&*#%^*#$^!!!!! WAH PIANG EH! ii don even know if iie got energy tuu drive later anot. SHITTY!!!
I AM ATTENDING MY FIRST CAR PRACTICAL LESSON TODAY!
0 comment[s] | back to topWAH SEH.make me really sianz..blog le then like my blog dead. TAGS DEAD! THANKS TO: AUSTIN KOK KEONG WEI KIAT haha!honoured to be in my rainbow list? HAHA!thanks for taking the trouble tuu come tuu tag.. XD! pretty pretty thanks~ WOOHOO! ==================================================================== again..today is another working day.. SHOCK SHOCK SHOCK! SHOCKING NEWS!! BOMOH IS TERMINATED YESTERDAY BY BITCH! OH MY!!!! I TOT SHE MOVED TABLE. then rahmad told me she was terminated. now i know what shirley means by "shock of the night" already. iie was shock myself la!!! LOL!! then rahmad no mood tuu work..HAHA! he said one.iie never make up the story lo!HAHA! GOOD NEWS! iie got desk liao!!!! HAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LAUGH OUT LOUD, NOT ENUFF! ROLL ON FLOOR LAUGH!! *very excited* I LOVE S33! when will sweet day OH OH OH! I MISS YOO ALL MAN! iie dono why today iie feel that the food smells DISGUSTING. feel like vomitting... **WHRACKKKK** today iie hor,miss the 6pm bus.. cos rahmad say can drive us out. IN THE END? CANT FIND HIM. =.= then a lorry driver uncle keep on waving at us and ask us to come. then we keep ignoring him. in the end he buay ta han then he get out of the car, and then say"jiao ni men lai,ni men yi zi zhou lai zhou qu.bus zhou liao!" iie told him iie lookin for car not bus. then he just carry on repeating his words. SIAO one! then he ask us where we want tuu go.. then iie told him jurong point.. lamely,when he reach the checkpoint, he told me that this is jurong point lo. then we laugh! then half way thru iie ask the uncle U turn bakc. cos suddenly wann tuu do OT. then he say yoo all brain got problem need tuu see doctor already. HAHA!SUPERB FUNNY. then 8pm we end work.. GOT EXTRA MONEY!! YEAH! NO MORE $3.36. NOW IIE GOT $21.36! YEAH~~~~~~~~PRETTY MONEY FACE! WAH PIANG. NO MONEY OF COS YEARN FOR MONEY LA?! LOL~YOO MEAN YOO DON'T? LMCAO~ then went tuu meet penguin. he treat me and shannon LONG JOHN SILVER[one of my favourite fastfood] HAHA!2+1 double fries. then we went to popular. AND:::::::::::::::::: THANK YOU LAOGONG SHANNON FOR BUYING ME THE PINK PEN! I LOVE YOU~ 0 comment[s] | back to topOH MAN.my obbasan-KAREN LEONG FAI LING is resigning today. im PRETTY SAD about it.. why does the boss wann her tuu resign so fast.. when she is already going tuu leave on 10/09/08? I TELL YOO BULL: "LOSING KAREN IS YOUR LOSS!SHE HAD BEEN WORKING SO HARD LA?! ALL THE BLOODY SHIT THINGS YOO LEFT HER TUU DO IT. NOW YOO BLAME HER FOR NOT FUNCTIONING. WHY NOT SAY THAT THIS ENVIRONMENT AFFECTS HER PERFORMANCE? YOU BULL!USE YOUR BRAINS TUU THINK!" why does all these peepos who care for me always go away one by one, leaving me alone there? now iie don know what tuu do when she is gone. HAIIZ! THANKS TO THAT CRAZY BULL WHO WANTS TUU SEE RED AND BANG IT DOWN. ==================================================================== to say i am really very tired la? iie just wann to SLEEP SLEEP SLEEP!!! iie having no more energy~ it's like a curse on me like that man! GOD AH!! SAVE ME!! EVERYDAY GIBB ME MORE ZZZZZZZ! THANKS FOR BEING STARS IN MY LIFE. ALTHOUGH IN THE DAY I CANT SEE YOO, BUT IIE KNOW YOO WILL ALWAYS BE THERE. YES I WILL STIU BE FAITHFUL. NO MATTER HOW MANY TRIBULATIONS I FACE. YES I FALL.. BUT I WILL NEVER GIVE UP. **`TINGTONGDOTINGTONGSTUFFS`** HEHE! I AM TING TONG QUEEN im happy that the BULL went for business trip. but stiu iie cant run away. one whole stack of papers to apply work permit. my work is: 1.issue insurance 2.renew work permit 3.apply work permit 4.filing 5.photocopy 6.search up and down for papers 7tolerate their NONSENSE iie can say iie am not a very tolerating person when it comes to practical things. if iie do wrong cos yoo teach me wrongly, don come scold me. logically,practicall and truly, i am new, yoo teach me this so i follow. i don act smart. so yoo teach me wrongly, there yoo go. wrong things done. dont get me tolerate with being scolded for something i follow and not by my means. i am not a POOR CAT. yoo have got to know that. and i never was. i have a inner fiery temper. yoo have got to know this. yes i don always show yoo my fierce side. but it doesnt mean i don have. don climb to my head and shit when im stiu a nice gal. I AM A GEMINI GIRL! i have two sides of me! FIERCE + FRIENDLY=WINNIE + DELPHINE why 2 Fs? cos my surname is "F" basically,i show my FIERCE side rarely. MOST OF TIME, IIE TOLERATE! DON'T TAKE ME FOR GRANTED. DON'T MAKE ME LOSE MY FRIENDLY SELF. I WILL CHANGE BEFORE YOO KNOW IT. OKOK.think im too fierce le.. back to my friendly side. HAHAHA! yoo know hor... now iie look through names very fast. HAHAHA!iie can scroll faster than the BULL.. HAHAHA! can yoo believe it ?LOL! but hor.. now im tired! my family is facing financial crisis.. iie dono what iie can do. im very "FAN" it's troubling me.. iie may not show.. but deep inside.. guiltiness and wu zhu-ness engulfed me.. 0 comment[s] | back to top__`~iie need a shoulder so much..-
WORKING DAY AGAIN!!OH MY.. gonna face the BOMOH and the BULL.. 2 Bs.. OH GOSH!!! now i won't find a boyyfriendd name starting with B! no Bruce. no Bryan. no Bull. no Billy. no Bully ANYMORE. LOL. iie think too much perhaps. *chuckles* hey~ yoo know it's super boring and high tension. nothing to do also must pretend tuu be doing something lo.. flip flip file.. touch touch table.. at a lost wondering what iie should do.. no instructions given.. just ask me to wait.. when the BULL comes, he will be saying,"I DON'T TO SEE THIS TWO DO NOTHING," and there he goes... MOO~ing all the way.. HEy!iie love moo moo cows yet yoo make my moo moo look bad.. hmmphs* yes,i dont friend BULL BULL.. shud say BULL~ing all the way.. walau eh. I HATE FILES!!!!! YES I DO! goodness.. FILE FILE FILE! wann tuu file ur head in? yoo got no brains ah? got brains also grow grass.. =.= oh yeah.. it had been tiring.. last wednesday to friday iie have got tuu wake up at 5plus. WAH PIANG. and there goes, atlas can rest on my saturday and sunday. in the end i spend my saturday morning waking up early tuu take my PDL and cut hair. then my day goes on with bible study and service! WEELLL! luckily got SERVICE tuu charge me up~~ it's reallie very comfortable tuu be in the presence of god. and THE MOST WONDERFUL THING was......... we went tuu expo to help out with the goodie bags.. although busy, yet i feel so much joy.. my day is purposeful.. I LOVE HELPING PEEPOS! I LOVE GIVNG A HELPING HAND. giving me a resposibility and i try tuu present it with my BEST! iie dare say that iie had always tried tuu be creative and make the things i do to be UNIQUE.. esp the birthday cards i make. BUT HEY! THERE ARE TIMES I SIMPLY OUT OF IDEAS. ==================================================================== NOW I AM PREETY SUPER STREESSSS ABOUT KC'S BIRTHDAY CARD. I HAVE NO TIME TUU DO. AND AND AND. I CAN ONLY VENT ON MY BLOGGGG... -some peepos ask me,why yoo wann tuu do such difficult cards?- -simply do one simple card will do la?!- THIS IS MY ANSWER TUU THIS PEEPOS: "BECAUSE S33 IS MY FAMILY, AND I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE IN THE CELL GROUP. YES INDEED IM ONLY CLOSE TUU SOME. BUT THAT DON'T MAKE MY HEART OF MAKING THE CARD NICE ANY DIFFERNCE. SINCE IM GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY AND REPONSIBILITY TO BE A BIRTHDAY COORDINATOR, I MAKE SURE I DO IT MY BEST OF BEST. I DONT WANT TO MAKE THE CARDS ALL LOOK THE SAME, SO THAT WHEN THEY GET THE CARD I DO, THEY FEEL LOVED AND TREASURED BY US. IF IT IS YOO, AND YOO ARE GIVEN A LOUSY OR A NORMAL CARD EVERYONE IS DOING ALL THE TIME, HOW YOO FEEL? YES IT IS STIU A CARD. BUT WHICH ONE MAKES YOO FEEL MORE LOVED? A UNIQUE ONE? OR A NORMAL ONE? DON'T TELL ME YOO ARE USED TO IT. COS I KNOW YOO ARE LYING AND TRYING TO NOT THINK AND NOT AGREE WITH ME. IN MY DICTIONARY, WHEN IM GIVING SOMEONE SOMETHING OR MAKING SOMETHING FOR OTHERS. I MAKE SURE MY THINGS CAN LET THEM FEEL LOVED AND THAT THEY WILL LOVE IT. LOVE LOVE LOVE<3 THIS IS MY CRUCIAL KEY!" have iie answered ur questions? so don't ask me why again. unless yoo can convince me. iie don't care who yoo are. if yoo think that the way iie do things is wrong. tell me the reasons why. ==================================================================== about the CGM on last friday.. iie made the decison to put GOD first. it's very difficult.. very unbearing.. very torturing.. very emotioning.. but still.. I WANN TUU PASS THIS TEST that GOD SET FOR ME. I WANN TUU DEPEND ON GOD. yes it's really tough.. but iie believe GOD will see my faith.. ==================================================================== iie had tuu gibb up.. iie have no more strength tuu hold on tuu yoo... yoo make me feel that im just wasting my time.. iie think yoo don love me the way yoo say yoo do. why are yoo so fearful tuu face it? why yoo choose tuu run away when yoo shud face it? why do yoo not trust me? if yoo do, yoo won't have choose tuu escape. will someone just grab me and hold on tuu me? iie am tired. tired of always being the one loving others.. yes i do. yes i do need someone by my side. yes iie wann tuu be loved.. iie wann tuu gibb up, but it's NEVER EASY.. zhi you zhen ai guo cai hui dong. zhi you zhen xin qu ai ren cai hui xin tong. it's really pretty true that only ur close ones have the ability tuu hurt yoo. only the ones yoo treat it with ur heart and sincerity can hurt yoo. 0 comment[s] | back to topmy saddest days
IT'S ALL OVER!!! 11 AUG 08``. bu zhi bu jue de zai yi qi..bu zhi bu jue de fen shou.. iie and STONEPIG break up lerr. can iie confess iie feel lost??he sent me the message at 9plus am.. iie reacted at 9plus pm.. iie cry leh..HAHA! indeed iie cry.. iie didn't know iie will cry.. he is someone iie fight for shoo long.. but in the end? BAD ENDING! again & aGain & aGAin & aGAIn & aGAIN & AGAIN!! 14th times le.HA!well..aiya! maybe since i had been hurt 13 times, so hurt the 14th time also never mind ba? im no longer full of love and passion. NOW,im full of fire and ice. it sounds contradicting right? let me explain. fire is about anger ya? ice is about freezing my good emotions. it hurts simply so much in my heart. how many peepos know the deep agony of my life? why loving others is wrong? why must iie think so much abt whether this guy can be my husband? I AM DESPERATE FOR LOVE,CARE and CONCERN! TOO DESPERATE FOR IT! been searching and looking out for shoo long!tribulations after tribulations! SO SICK OF IT! i just wann to find someone to love me, be devoted to me! im sick of me being devoted to others only already! ONE WAY AIR TICKET!BLOODY HELL! im hurt. i need lots of love to SUBDUE the FIRE in my heart!! ROARS~ HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP~~~~~~~~ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 13AUG08 the nightmare of my life. the day i will never forget. THE DAY SADNESS AND GUILT FILLS MY LIFE. my heart is torn as i torn "THE LETTER". ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- why is all these happening in my life? all that i wanted is just love and care. someone to dote on me wholeheartedly. is it so tough? why must iie wait so long? why ?my patience are running out. wo hen wu nai! iie really love him. really so much.. that i stiu have qi dai(: 0 comment[s] | back to top |