here i am to update lerh!
yeapps! so,when should i start from?? hmmmmmm. okayys. lets talk about sarturday.. i took minghua's wallet on accident.. then i went to return him on saturday to return him.. felt bad..was wondering how he is going to eat without money. well..but it seems like yeah... he went off after that..what to do? hurhur.used to it ba. ((: so..only left with two girls when i came, that is Hui Xian and Baobei.. due to me lei-ness, i was kinda anti-social.. so i saw clement sitting there alone? so i went to speak to him about what i saw at his blog.. to my amaze, mingyao they all was looking at us.. it makes clement very awkward.. then he keeps saying they are looking at him keep asking me to go back.. ,_, kinda awkward.. come to show care kena chased away.. sian..make me xia bu liao tai! *faints* hmmms.. then they decided to go jurong point to look for new year's clothes. so ya..i went with them..so..on the way, baobei was talking to me about her problems.. she cried..i almost cry too..but held on.. i was trying to hush her down..ya..so yeah, bet she is feeling better le ba :) sometimes i feel lousy of myself because whenever my friends say they are ugly and say i am not, they have more friends caring for them than me. sick of all these negative words from themm. i know it in my heart that no matter how hard i try, i will never get even half of what they have.. they have care i don't have, but they always tell me how ugly they are, how these and that. then give me all the love and care people gave you! i switch body with you! sometimes i think humblity does hurts. unless your humblity is real. haiz. sick of all these.. when i tell them i am ugly, they will say i am not. haiz. is it fact or is it just trying to console me?? haiz..you guys do not seems to understand.. okayy i know, some of you will say i assume it. then don't show hidden messages for me to assume, make sure your verbal tally with your actions! siann! :( TSK! my panda owner is going to malaysia for work.. i will be really bored without you.. thankyou for all the care you gave me.. thankyou for all the comfort.. thankyou for understanding.. i will miss you,yes i do. please come back soon! sms me okayys?! i will feel lonely without yoo.. (((((((((((((((': 0 comment[s] | back to top |