i want to remember this night.
a night,a dinner with P.ass and kenneth. thankyou so much for making the effort to come. P.ass , you are the best((: Kenneth,you are always so promise-fulfilling(: thankyou both of yoo.. yoo guys make my day,water my anger and lighten my dark day(: we had a dinner at Cafe CArtel, P.ass ate creamy mushroom pasta, i ate tictatoe platter and kenneth ate Fish and Chips. unknowingly,Kenneth gave us a treat. Thankyou Kenneth! ******************************************************** saturday morning 9am, i have to rush to Sarah's(my student) house to give tuition. you know? i am really tired. all my days make me cooped up like a hen! arghhh! i want to break free! i am so tired..that i felt so pek chek! i need someone to empathise with me. school load is driving me crazy. i am trying real hard to strike a balance between # cell group # lessons # projects # reach-outs # connect group # relations ; friendship # car lesson # financial problem i have with myself # financial problem at home # bible studies # probation from parents ARGHHHHH! i am going crazy! i need someone to really love me. i don't know.. suddenly i want so much a person to love me, dote me wholeheartedly.. but i know... welll....maybe he will appear but definitely not now. haiz! i need love.. i need care... arghhs! *relac* okayy..at least i still have Jesus. ----------ENDED----------- i need someone to love me doesn't mean i will anyhow hop into a relationship! and i don't! i get to know a guy named Winston! OMY OMY! he says what i very pretty. hey!someone with eyes knowing i am NOT! =X i hate it when people praise me wrongly! so ya..well well! i have no chemistry with him! so NO WAY! NO NO NO! and i also don't think it is the right time to get into a relationship too! so yeah.no no! i want a husband-criteria not a boyfriend that i can find anywhere~ so..yeah..and there is nothing from the top to the bottom,from the left to the right that i can fall for him for! so..yeah..far toooooo away from my basic expectations. i think i rather choose the P.P or K.C instead of him! HAHAHAHA! ROARS~ he is darn irritating! simply got enough of him! gosh! i am actually *scared of him! so..gonna stay a distance from him.. no personal time with him.. i don't know him well,cant possibly gauge what he will do. right?right? NO,left!HAHA! *entertaining myself* =XxX SP and his father also think he is a dangerous guy! okayys.for this topic : **************ENDED**************** 0 comment[s] | back to top |