B E . S T R O N G

For this post, i would like to write messages to different people :

Precious :
Somewhere there's someone who dreams of your smile,
and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile,
so when you are lonely remember it's true..
somebody somewhere is thinking of you and that is me..
many a time, i feel bad that i can't be there for you..
it is a type of feeling that "never mind la,go do your own stuffs."
cannot erase..
there is so much things i want to do with you.
but time after time,
our timing just don't click..
i want to let you know that i really care about
every single hurt that is in your heart ;
every single fear you have ;
every single desire you have ;
every single thing that can makes you smile.
to be frank,
i am pretty upset when i see
"where are my good friends?"
"Jus 1 good fren is enough to replace a dozen of normal friends."
not because i feel you are wrong.
but because i failed to be your good friend.
everytime we call each other best of friends,
but what am i really to you?
i am upset that i can't give you all that you need
and yet i claim i am your best friend
and say things like "i will be there for you."
all that i could do is to buy you gummies..
i know that is not what you need.
sometimes the most painful thing is that
i know you are sad yet i can't seem to help.
sorry..
and thank you for helping me to the fullest
when problems come into my life.
friendship->relationship->money->presentation
all these..
without you,i will not be able to live until now.
without you,i will not be who i am now.
without you,my life could i have been taken away
for i couldn't take the stress on my own.
thankyou for trying to be there.
for your other half i have this for you :
Someday someone might come into your life
and love you the way you've always wanted.
If your someday was yesterday, learn.
If your someday is tomorrow, hope.
If your someday is today, cherish.
all the best,babe~

Stonefish :
There's this place in me where your finger tips still rest...
your kisses still linger and your whispers softly echo...
It's the place where a part of you will forever be a part of me..
Although we have broken up for quite long already,
I have not forgotten you cleanly yet.
but i am letting go, even if it hurts,
I always tell myself,
"Letting go doesn't mean i have to let go of everything.
I just have to let go of you in person
and my feelings for you
but the memories will always be there
whether it's good or bad.
because everytime i remember those memories,
it will always put a smile into my heart.
and be glad that once in my life,
you tried to make me happy and put colours into your life
even if it's just for a while."
I never forget how you bluff for my hand to hold,
when i say i like to be held.
the times you bought me liang cha when i have sore throat.
the times you bring me to your gan-ma workplace
and tell her i am your girlfriend..
the times we quarrelled.
and you saw me crying,
you wiped my tears,pat my head and kissed me.
all these little little things you try to do will not
be buried by the fact we broke up.
thanks for being real to me.
and bring me to eat..
i will say..
you are my motivation to slim down that time..
my direction..my goal..my focus..
and indeed during that period of time,
i did slim down..
your true smiles and affirmations are my encouragements.
Thankyou for coming into my life..
Memory is a golden chain that
binds us together until we meet again.

Panda Owner :
Now I believe it when people say love is blind...
because I must have been blind to love a person like you.
The moment I looked in your eyes I fell in love.
Every time I look I fall in love again.
I've looked so many times,
and have gathered so much love.
I have so much to carry with me that I don't know what to do!
The way you look at me is like as if i am the only thing you can see.
you can read my love language just like that.
yes i admit i fell in love with you..
because you unlocked my fear..
you gave me the security..
but no.
it is not what i think.
like is different from love.
i love you,
but,
you like me.
it is different.
when i am in love with you,
your eyes on me,
your hugs,
your kisses,
then i get to know,
you did it to me just as a "close friend".
i don't know about you,
but it is weird..
it pains my heart..
and i can't deny i was afraid..
i was jealous when you accompany your female friend
to wait for bus 157 despite knowing i am waiting for you..
and i waited for you like 45 mins excluding the time i came earlier?
just because her 157 was not here yet?
sorry i am a green apple.
i wrote our story on the blog,
majority tells me you are lusting over me..
i was in a dilemma..
in my mind i was thinking should i judge you this way..
i put a test between us secretly.
for 1 week plus i did not sms you..
actually i was waiting for you to sms me..
but to no avail..
does this means that i am just a pant you want to wear
then hoax,don't want to wear then leave aside?
indeed i am drawn to the side that you are just lusting over me.
if you can hug and kiss me because i am your close friend,
you could have do that to other girls.
and i apologise,
i don't have this type of big capacity to accept.
take care ((:
one day you will seek love and be sorry that you threw mine away.

penguin :
Love is hard work and hard work sometimes hurts!
Sorry to have hurt you so much..
Thank you for doing so much for me all these while..
we have known for like yearrrs?
i will never forget how we know each other..
jumping into band world,
feeling awkward that no one answers,
i jumped out.
and then come in again..
and what?
on bus 99 we met again..
everything looks like it seems like we are fated
to be together and meant for each other..
Thanks you for your love..
i think up till a few months ago,
you are the only one who loves me wholeheartedly
although in the middle some things happened..
you are the only guy that i felt secured truly with..
i know you truly loves me and i don't have to be
afraid you are unreal towards me.
pardon me for not accepting me..
the reason i don't want to anyhow go into the
relationship is because you are too good,
i can't bear to walk into a relationship without
really loving you wholeheartedly..
i don't want to hurt you any further.
i don't want to be unfaithful and in the end
becoming a murderer.
thanks for loving me despite
all the attitude i gave you..
all the problems i gave you..
all the difficulties i gave you..
all the worries i gave you..
you are a great man i can say with a 100% chop.
i know you feel helpless and useless because
everytime the girl you like,
you are unable to get her..
but i believe this one thing:
In Greek Myth,
in the past, men and women is one entity.
but one day the God fears that humans will be too strong
and one day may take over the Gods,
they separate men and women..
from that day onwards,
men and women seeks for their halves to make them whole.
So i am sure will find your other half(:
Don't give up.
as you begin to change..
and plug your heart to God,
He will pour abundance to you.

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