how do i look? is it nice? On this day,i coincidentally ran onto my last time friend,Jaryl. Guess what he said, "WOW!omg!you look like japanese pop star!gonna call you japanese pop star next time." he indeed boosted my confidence. it had been years that we saw each other. i got to know him when my mother was still opening the bubble tea shop.. he is my loyal and regular customer. i know he loves my recommendations!HAHA! if he sees this message,he is gonna give me that sceptical look and say,"haha!not bad huh!" i kinda like this hairstyle. but i still feel that my hair is still too short for perming. so i took away that thought. moreover,i want to enjoy mature and cute look at the same time. 一举两得.. =D so..i can get myself a curler and curl my hair as and when i want. i want straight hair or curled hair also can.. :D oh yes regarding Saturday. the prayer meeting is very meaningful and MJ lay hands too. i was one of the ushers to form lines. this is something i never try before. it is really not that easy. perhaps it is because of my mood that day. hmmm! hmmmm! hmmmm! i am better already! the service is nice and funny. i did not have to serve choir because the CCC is leading! they simply rocks! after service,mingyao spoke with me. i admit in the beginning i am very not open. i did not expect myself to say out. i thank God and mingyao's effort to talk wisely, that makes me able to open up as the conversation goes on.. i don't want anymore "Are you ok?" from people anymore. in the sense,i want to guard my feelings and do things i should do. i want to be back on track again. same F word, Focus! i need to know what i want and make myself be that someone that can attract it. i was very happy because at last i manage to get Adeline to dress the tube dress out. suddenly my spirits just run wild..haha! indeed my efforts and time spent is not into waste. indeed God is always good (: take a look at my final model! before... BUT- after my magical hands... isn't it amazing? she looks like Miss universe due to my shaw~! HAHA! she is brave! she can do it! i always tell her that! i believe she felt very confident after some time. it is not easy task! when i dolled her up in the toilet, she went down to B4 and stucked at the staircase struggling to go down. so i ran up and encouraged her(: she was further convinced when the rest of the cg members and especially Mingyao praised her. i hope she will continue to doll up(: meanwhile,me myself..i wanna slim down. i know i say alot of times already.but! hmmm.i gonna believe again! and do it! yes yes! my plan :
heh heh!! i want to stick to it clearly. my goal : 10kg off my body by end of this year. it can be done i believe! (: i miss precious alot luhh! you better catch up with me,i tell you! TSK. always camp camp camp! kill you then you know! hahas XD i also miss bestie. you ah! you owe me one day for me! haha XD see ya tomorrow o! a review of what i will be doing tomorrow: 6am onwards will be attending my fuhua military band's SYF. go there and cheer them up and build their morale :D yes FSMB! you all can get GOLD! Fsmb's F-horns ROCK ON! you guys are the people who will be leading the band. start strong and the band will go along with you. i believe in you guys! a place with me will be good! HAHA! see you guys tomorrow! rest well! <3 0 comment[s] | back to top |