THE QUEEN T A K E N . B Y . S J J
THE KING T A K E N . B Y . F Q T
QUEEN'S SPEECH T H E . V E R D I C T
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today,i had alot of feelings.
sometimes it just makes me feel intimidated when i am stripped off my post unknowingly until i ask. i think it is more than just pride. i am able to accept if people tell me in the first place. i hate the type of eyes people use to look at me. it cuts into my peace and fear strikes in. it makes me feel intimidated and lousy. sometimes,i wonder what was wrong.. i am just stripped off like that. but after yesterday,i admit defeat. indeed the things she made is much more nicer ; neater ; and more creative. i can see the reactions of "someone i hope to hear a [wow] from". and also the other people there. sometimes i am tired of trying so hard to change. actually,to break me down into parts and analyze, i am just waiting for that someone to say "WOW". every week i try to wear my best, make up my best, smile my best and do everything to my best.. affirmation had been something i search for. especially from that somebody. but i think maybe i am just not good enough? i will still keep on changing.. until the day i hear two people say,"Well done." (: 1. God 2. Cell group leader today service is very very good! Pastor Kong's message of love is always good and inspiring. Love Busters!
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