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You say: 'It's impossible'
God says: All things are possible

You say: 'I'm too tired'
God says: I will give you rest

You say: 'Nobody really loves me'
God says: I love you

You say: 'I can't go on'
God says: My grace is sufficient

You say: 'I can't figure things out'
God says: I will direct your steps

You say: 'I can't do it'
God says: You can do all things

You say: 'I'm not able'
God says: I am able

You say: 'It's not worth it'
God says: It will be worth it

You say: 'I can't forgive myself'
God says: I Forgive you

You say: 'I can't manage'
God says: I will supply all your needs

You say: 'I'm afraid'
God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear

You say: 'I'm always worried and frustrated'
God says: Cast all your cares on ME

You say: 'I'm not smart enough'
God says: I give you wisdom

You say: 'I feel all alone'
God says: I will never leave you or forsake you

Do you know what i am trying to bring across?

Who else can be of such great love?

He lifts people up when people are down,

colours people's life when it is black & white,

turns the frown upside down,

give you the thnigs you yearn for,

give you rest when you are tire out,

accompanies you when you are alone,

forgive you from the tiniest-->largest sin you commited,

sets you free with truth,

& agape (:

Even if you search the whole world,

you can never find a love comaprable to His.

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1 DON'T SLEEP WITH A WATCH on your wrist.
Watches can emit a certain level of radioactivity. Though small, but if you wear your watch to bed for a long time, it might have adverse effects on your health.

2 DON'T SLEEP WITH Your BRA on.
Scientists in America have discovered those that wear bras for more than 12 hours have a higher risk of getting breast cancer. So go to bed without them.

3 DON'T SLEEP near a PHONE
Putting the phone beside your bed or anywhere near you is not encouraged. Though some of us will use phones as alarm clocks, but please put the phone as far as possible from you.Scientists have proved that electrical items including mobile phones and television sets emit magnetic waves when used. These waves can cause disruptions to our nervous system. Therefore if you need to put your mobile phone near you, switch it off first.

4 DON'T SLEEP WITH MAKE-UP ON
People who sleep with make-up on might have skin problems in the long run. Sleeping with make-up on will cause the skin to have difficulty in breathing and problem in perspiring. You will also need a much longer time to go into deep sleep.

Lastly.....

5 DON'T SLEEP WITH somebody else WIFE or HUSBAND
You may never wake up again.



This is simply so joke.
hahas, but it is better to take precautions :D

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I told myself this :
Not being the best french horn in the world
is not that important.
It is when i lose the confidence of blowing my french horn
that is the scariest.



I want to be rich.
very rich..
extremely rich...
everytime i think about how my friends,
my family and me struggling with money..
i tell myself i want to be rich.
of course in the right and proper way.
i hope everytime i see my loved ones have
financial problems,
just one word and i can help them out.
that is my dream,
my hope
& my wish.

all these days.
i cannot deny i felt kinda lonely.
during the days i am unwell,
my phone can't be used.
i am simply unwell to blog.
nowadays my mum is out to work for a few days.
my father is also working too.
and when i go home..
the house is so chilly.
no one seems to be there..
i always wait for my phone to have calls and sms-es.
but at times i am disappointed without fail.
i sit down on my bed..
wondering who is thinking about what i am doing..
couldn't guess who did..
i told myself..at least the Almighty do.
i smiled and teared.
not wanting to further sympathise myself.
the only way is to pray and sleep.
only then my heart can be put to rest.
worries upon worries.
burdens upon burdens.
how many "are you ok?" do i want to hear?
i don't want to be said as
immature ;
emotional ;
spiritual no good ;
things like that..
although many did not sound out how they felt about me.
i can feel.
it is not wrong of course.
just that i am trying hard to change myself,
to change the way people think of me.
people say..
the most important thing is how you see yourself.
but i guess it isn't very effective though.
i may think myself as beautiful.
but many may not.
perhaps even in return they may
think i am being proud? BHB?
sorry to be so negative right now.
but being through all these,
i have already done my best.
seeing my loved ones going one by one..
who can deny i have out in alot of effort?
i need strength.
which does not purely comes from Him.
i need it from people around me.
people, you know what you mean to me.
by the way i treat you,
the enthusiasm i have.
s-t-r-e-n-g-t-h ,
do you know how to give me these strength?
(': its ok.
i will go back home and pray up later.
will be fine after that.
its gonna be a brand new day tomorrow.
yeah.i know..
change my words,change my life.
i will.
despite all these negative thinkings,
i still believe God has greater things for me to accomplish.
take care guys.


To bestie:
cheer up ok? (:
sometimes when things just seem caving in,
think of me..
think of God..
i will never let go of you..
never look down on you..
support you always..
just a word or call from you,
i will put down everything on hand and listen to you.
this is how important you are.
let the love of the right friends
VS
the wrongs of the wrong friends.
you are kept in my daily prayer.
you are more than what you think you can do.
i believe, always been.

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One by one..
one by one....

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i am back at last.
to my homely blog of mine.
*wipe dust away*

i had been sicked for the past one week.
And over here i want to thank a few people (:

1) Jesus

By His love, grace and mercy,
I am healed.
My medicine can only last me for 5 days,
but after 5 days,
my throat is still swollen.
And i really feel very uneasy,
and miraculously by God,
I am healed by 80% already.
It is all done by :
-Visualize
-Confess
-Believe
I had been scolding and casting Satan out of my body.
Getting angry with Satan.
and keep on speaking the promises of God.
God is Jehovah Rapha.
HE will heal me,
perhaps not directly,
but through people around me and slowly His healing unfolds.


2) Ming hua
He was the one who brought me to doctor
at marine parade there.
Really thank God that he was in my life.
He had always been the one who helps me in terms of need.
No amount of words can express how much gratitude
i have towards you.
Thanks so much. (:
If not for you, i won't even start recovering.


3) My mother and father
Thank them for being around with me,
supporting me..
although there is alot of nags,
but i felt the warmth,the care.
thanks so much.
it brought me to a question,
"If my parents are not around already,how?"
guess i will really cry and become very empty
out of a sudden.
i am used to hearing,"WINNNNNNNNIEEEEE!"
smiles on their faces always makes my day.
having their agreement and permission sets me free.
i love them and there is just so much that
i want to do for them.
I really love love them.
I want to give them a good life.
I want to show them i am never the same.
actually,i was never the same.
seriously.
i want to work hard in both my studies and work
to show my gratitude.
yes,i will.


4) Mingyao (my CGL)
Thanks for his care and concern (:
I don't know why,but always i have
a strong urge to be there to support
him. whether as a member-leader
or a friend. but this had been in me,
the moment I made a decision to commit.
The reason why i commit is not being
forced or "brain-washed".
It is the presence,i do not know how
to explain.
When i see people speaking unnice
things of him, i got provoked.
In the inside,there is so much i want to stand
up for him,i did la. HAHA! :D
When i hear things from him,
it always makes me think,
look for solutions and really try things out.
Although many a times,
i really hope that i will be praised by him personally,
i know he is not a very expressive person.
so,yeah. i believe and trust in the friendship we have.
he can see it and know it even if he don't say it.
i always believe in one thing.
I will not go against God anointed leaders. never.
instead,i will go all out to support and help.
I know he had been stressed with things..
sadly i can't really do anything to help him.
anyway i am not mature enough to say or comment luhh.
i just listen,think and try to resolve.
Mingyao had been really caring.
He sent me home from east coast that day
when i was sick. spoke to parents.
disciplining me.. i cannot deny,
i do not detest discipleships.
i want to grow. spiritually strongly.
and i want to become a better person.
God speaks to me through him.
almost all the time.
I thank him for all that he had done.
thanks alot,mingyao.

Labels: Thank you session

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TO : FAKE SANDY

Do you see how UNWELCOME are you here?
My blog is for the entrance of decent people.
And of course, people above average.
You may be rich, think you are nice looking,
BUT.
It just show how ugly you are.
You are just like a clown..
Making up to be nice,
but deep inside,
ugly ;
evil ;
hypocrite ;
stereotype-r ;
liar ;
actor ;
& actress ;
so much more i don't wish to say (:

I shall say this to whoever you are :
I SMILE LIKE A GLITTERING-STAR,
LOOK LIKE A SHINING-STAR,
PLAY LIKE AN ALL-STAR.
yeah, that's me.

i don't give a damn whether you think so.
but, i know my friends do.
and very clear-cut,
you are not my friend.
you can continue with your
fake smiles in front of me..
you will get back the same treatment.
perhaps not by me,
perhaps by the closest one to you.
if my "once-closest" friend can do so,
your friend can do so!
just beaware B&B! (((:



phew~
enough of bombing.
i going to make up later..
feeling so unwell..
say you love me :)
to me face to face(:

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