I am back from meeting mingyao & adeline (:
GREATT. Although it is just sitting at tpy macdonalds, I think it is quite productive (: I feel that the talk was kind of inspiring. and it inspired me to work on myself(: i have a good time with adeline and talking to her (: PTL. some pictures from my birthday. 0 comment[s] | back to top"it is the sincerity that counts, i hear of people saying they want to do “难道爸爸的肩膀不够你靠吗?” 0 comment[s] | back to topI will be going for Survivor campfrom 22 june - 25 june(: take care my bestie as you are in malaysia! i gonna miss you likeeeeeeeeeeee nobody business luhh! miss me!(: LOVES. 0 comment[s] | back to topHappy Birthday to Winnie! {& that is me} Happy Birthday to Delphine! {& that is still me} :D I had a very surprising birthday this year, by my beloved cell group. S33 (: From the birthday bread --> birthday cake --> birthday card --> presents! They are surprises beyond surprises. They make my day turns out well. & the only ones. other than minghua, verlin & cindy. Thanks all of you!<3> the one person i waited for to sms me, forgotten it. but, yeah. it's okayys(: ever since the day i decided to choose Him over him. Last year's today, you brought me to paragon which i have never been. to Cold Storage to declare to your godmother "she is my girlfriend." you showed me around to your ex-colleagues. you brought me to eat pepper lunch which i have never eaten. you held me tight. you brought me to great world city which was the first time i were there. i was roaming about at Skin Couture shop. & saying i am so in love with the clothes you say it is not nice because it is too loud. But you still say,"go in & see lo" we went in and i was so high. it was the first time i enter Skin Couture shop. even though i heard about it before. you say,"choose 1 lo,i buy for you." i smiled & rejected. i say the size don't have my size, but actually, i did not want you to spend so much on me, though i really hope i own one. you did not prepare any present, so you ask me to choose. being someone who is so in love with you, i walked around hoping to ifnd something that is cheap, but there is none. you took me to Face Shop & as me to choose anything i need. but i got it all..like mascaras & rest. is remembered you were in your black T & "ns" pants, i was with the black & white checkered shirt & white skinnies. i tied my hair into half remembering you saying you love it that way. with my favourite eye-liner with my purple contact lens. also the way you love me to be. you took me to watch movie & my parents sent us home. we were so happy. or perhaps it was only me. 2009, 20.06.90, today, you were not by my side anymore. it had been 1 year. i struggle it through to now. i will not turn back to my ways anymore. perhaps even if you say,"come back to me again." i will not go back. no matter how tempted i will be. no matter how sad i will be. whether i will regret or not. I guess it's too late. but guess the day you speak this way will never come. & i hope it doesn't come. or i will have to go through all the pain again & alone. Enough of letting my memories float(: i heard about my bestie calling up by fsmb good friends. to my very surprise, all of them pushed it away(: sorry i can't give a thing to excuses like, "oh.. i am veryyyy busy. i don't think will celebrate." you know it yourself(: it is not about thinking my birthday is big. it is about the friendship we had. someone told me,"good friends no need to contact much." is it true? weekly? bi-weekly? monthly? guess you did none of it! don't claim we are good friends if we are not. & now i know who is my real bestie. it makes me feel stupid to take the my "Assumed bestie" as real bestie in the past. ultimate disappointment! i begin to regret believing you being real to me when all these while you kept the way you think of me, to yourself! & you claim you treat me as bestie(: thanks for it. Enough of venting. i just felt a little sad. please pardon my post. i make sure next post onwards i will lessen all these. 0 comment[s] | back to topoh oh oh! this show is darnnnn niceeee!! 5 stars! 4 thumbs up!! ^^ it is really very nice i tell you. FULL OF SUSPENSE. The sound effect... oh man!! darnnn scaryyy! & LOUD! it gives you NO PREPARATION when the ghost comes out. man man man! you guys should watch it man!! today bestie , adeline & me went to watch this show! WOAH. i & bestie were like don't dare to see.. HAHA. guess bestie missed a few scary scenes. HAHA. for me..i put my eyes between fingers, so that it is not so naked for me.. HAHA! i really enjoyed the movie lots lots! around 2plus, kenneth came to join us @ jp. well..it is really a fruitful trip i should say(: we went around shopping! bestie at last bought sp's present.. haha! & is my lobang.. who says not nice,i boxthe person! HAHA! & yes i got my present from bestie too.. someone's one is more expensive than mine lo! TSk. *jealous* nah. it's ok luhh.. haha! anyway i quite like the one i tried. the first one with strips one. & with the black thingy? i think it is kinda nice though. someone.. I WANT NICE NICE JACKET!! i really craves Ed Hardy Boys' jacket man! but it is very much impossible to get it for my birthday or any occasion. which is like tarnished dreams. ): but it's okAYY.. i wonder who & how many people will give me personal gift. hmmm.. 0 comment[s] | back to topMY BIRTHDAY IS COMING UP!THIS COMING SATURDAY,20.06.09! oh man oh man! i am like wondering who remembers.. will it be much freezing than last year.. can't deny, i do feel kinda scared my birthday this year will not turn out well (*: i realllyyy hopee this year will be a nice one(: Things i want: # Dresses with sleeves (preferably) # CONTACT LENS!! (1.50) (those that can enlarge eye balls but coloured.14 diameter) # heelssss that have stable *stick* (no covered toes pleaseee) # nice & unique laptop bag (i think mine is 14.1?) # laptop cooler # eyeliner(*quickstroke* @ chameleon) # facial package(seems impossible..hmmm) # fat burner things # tattoos(black or dark colour pleaseee) # airbrush!!!!!! # hair extenzsions # dye hair # eye lash extension # threading # backpacks that SUIT ME!! # mirror screen protector for E71 # headset for E71(ear piece) # new & nice tooth brush =XxXx & UNIQUE THINGS THE NO-OOOs x soft toys x FOOD (i will kill you) up till now is all these(: all these i am stating are the varieties only.. so yea(: MAY MY 19th BIRTHDAY BE GREATTTT~! 0 comment[s] | back to topas promised, i will blog tonight(:the trainging was dragged to saturday morning 10.30am. so ya.. i went down to bugis to meet bestie & her girl-friends. they are none other than : # GUILING # JANE beginning i think it was really bored, but in the end it turns out the other way round. they are really nice people i should say.. i am glad that they laugh at the things i say.. because you know you know.. nowadays,humans are hard to please! even to make them smile or laugh, it is soooo tough! whenever i tell a joke, the typical people will give me that *sarcastic face* then i like everything 冷掉 Zzz even i myself also freeze. jokes i said were jokes i think was funny, & i laugh when people tell me. this shows i am more easily satisfied? HAHA. LOLS. shannon managed to buy her skinnies, shorts & top if i am not wrong. =x jane bought her high waist short(forced by guiling=x) dress , belts & more. & guiling bought NOTHING *laughs* haha! she is really funny. she bought the ice-cream, 3 scoops @ $3.. she was like darn excited. then came out it more reallyy small scoop.. then jane says she kena *corned*. HAHA. jane is going to chiong her tiramisu tonight.. good luck,girl! :D hopefully all her friends love it(: can success de la!!(((: i am looking forward to tomorrow's movie with bestie, adeline & GCB(: we gonna watch "Drag me to hell"!! oh man! i wanna like watch it even before it is in threatreS! & i am going to watch it tomorrow! 超 HIGH !! i gonna be back to tell you guys how i rate the show(: oh man.. it is so late now.. *yawn* & i miss S33(: looking forward to SOS & service. i tell you! I AM MISSING CELL GROUP MEETINGS!! had been craving for it.. like so longgg DDD: i want cell group meetings. & another thing is BIBLE STUDY CLASSES. due to school,i skipped the past signed up classes. which is like Zzzz.. gonna start chionging. i miss hershey pie again. but today i held that temptation. how long can i hold on? 0 comment[s] | back to topsuddenly i feel like putting up this picture(: this was when i went for Mingyao's wedding(: First time wearing dress. i know it is kinda low cut.. but at that age of mine, everything was fine. only until now, i start to feel awkward.. which i think should be another round..=x it is still my black hair(: very first time to really make over. but in the end didn't really come out well.. which is like.. Zzzzz. update more tonight(: 0 comment[s] | back to topIsn't this kinda cool? my cat actually catch the mouse in my computer! haha! XD darn funny i tell you. my cat's name is called 招财 (: a name given by my mother. heh! he really sleeps like a 招财猫 i tell you! click and view it! :D today i had been slacking at all. bored bored bored i tell you! i received like NO message except xuebin asking me for wishes =.= no one ask me out or whatever. so basically i went to sleep till around 5plus. reallyy nothing to do. then i woke up watch tv, eat & internet now. ya.. so today is like a waste of time home.. someone please take me out! :((( tomorrow i will be going for a training for tuition coordinator @ city hall @ 3.30pm.. hopefully i can really earn alot of money from it. i believe God will prosper me, just needa have faith & do it(: OH YES. i forgot to update last saturday's service's situation! i got to know a few friends.. like victoria..jazzarel..leo..han qin.. (*: victoria & jazzarel are from heart of God.. & han qin is a christian that seldom go church.. & he enjoyed how service! can see he is very open(: & to me he is quite shuai! XD HAHA! don't misunderstand hor. purely praising... XD ^^ i tell you the service was SIMPLY WONDERFUL!! many artistes were here man! artistes like :
i really enjoyed the service! Glad Ah Sheng & the rest also enjoyed too(: those who never turn up or rejected my invite, it is really something you never wanted to miss! (: i won't let my past memories with you destroy my relationship with Him. yes i still miss you. but like my bestie say, you are not worth my love. you wasn't there when i needed you. although i know you tried to do something to change in the past without telling me. although that time i had a boyfriend, & did not experience it, regret about it.. i will still not go back to you again.. 我很清楚的知道。。 你对于我已不是爱。 我不会再忍你摆布。。。 take care. no matterrrr how tempted i am, i will still not go back.. no matter how painful it it, He will heal me.. "is okayy,delph!" said myself. Labels: YOU 0 comment[s] | back to topwonderful day that i had,i should say(:i went to do charity work at vivo city called [[ Step Up]]. it means to step on the stepping machine? yeah(: & if you got step and is below 500 steps, you will get a notebook.. if you get 500 steps.you get something like stationary kit. if you get 1250steps, you will get a TEDDY BEAR(: & guess what? I GOTTEN 3 BEARS & 1 STATIONARY KIT! shocked? ^^ it is kind of a hard work i should say.. all these steps are to be done within 10minutes.. but after that you can still cont. if you want(: can you believe a 85kg girl can step like 1316 x 2= 2732steps? 1316 for one foot..so x2 (: & that is me! XD i should say i am proud of myself(: i never had such wonderful results in my life before.. & i am simply excited about it! :D LOOK!this are the peeps who went down for the charity(: they are none other thannnnn..... the hunks & babes of S33(: *applause*Sp, eve,bryan, shannon,wilson & me.. isn't is GREAT??!?! :DDDDD 1 bear = at least 1250 steps x 2 =2500 steps we have 10 that means 2500 x 10 = 25,000steps.. 1 stationary kit = at least 1000 steps x 2 =2000 steps we have 5 that means 2000steps x5 =10,000 steps 1 notebook = less than 500 count as 499 (: so as 5 people in lowest estimation total : we stepped at least : 25,000+10,000+499 = 35,499! *clapppps* in average one person is 7,100!! BRAVO RESULTS! :DDD wanna take a look at me during the step up? all candids! how do i look? HAHA!! XD. beginning i felt i was super *under-dress* for this sporty event lo. almost did not participate.. then get to know that wearing slippers also can.. so i went.. haha! i went for 4 rounds. which means 40 mins! ROARS! haha! 累死了!(: but a very fulfilling one XD 不要看不起肥妹哦!^^ after that we went down to plaze singapura to fellowship @ LJS (: baobei treated me 3pcs chicken double fries! thanks!(: & on the way, baobei, bestie & me were camwhoring about.. haha! you all shall see(: let the photos speak of the love we have <3> bestie & me <3> baobei& bestie the double Bs 0 comment[s] | back to topNOW IS 5.45AM ! & iam finally done with my blogskin liao(: How do you think of it? PLEASE COMMENT(: i spent all my time doing this blogskin.. throughout the night. & i am still like an owl(: isn't it like coool? haha! XD i had always been sleeping like 12am-2pm.. but today i guess even until the dawn breaks, i will still be energised. guess i gonna start preparing to go for PM later. i am excited for SOS this evening! HOHO! noww... let the pictures speak.. 0 comment[s] | back to topi am back.. (:wow.. it had been like 21 days that i left this blog unattended. so here i am. reviving it.. i had been lazy to on my laptop. =X so.. let's start.. it will all be what i can recall ok?(: bear with me uh(: i am thinking of changing my blogskin.. hmmm(: should i? GIVE ME YOUR COMMENTS :D looking from my last post.. i thank God for holding me through (: i was really on the verge of leaving.. but, my brain and heart is cling-ed to Him. these sentence just somehow floats in my mind.. "It is Him i love, the one i seek, it is not Him who disappoint me." i feel that He was speaking to me, "Stay on, my precious. All these are meant to test how much you love Me. you have your own wrongs, repent and seek after Me, for I will refresh your mind, heart & soul. Cling on to Me.. Lean not on your own understanding." and yes i made a choice. i've chose to cling on to the things i believe in. i clearly know in my heart who i love, what i want and the answer is Him (: so in the end i went back. i knew i was wrong to not account. i knew i was wrong to rely on others on that problem.. i knew i had to have a change of mindset. yes i will (: and it is still in process (: i know i will and i can. now i am looking for jobs.. many places don't accept my request because i can only work till 5 july ): ya.. and now i am waiting for pending work.. i pray that the person will call back by tomorrow.. please please!! ^^ i doing blogskin. update more later.. 0 comment[s] | back to top |