I want my beautiful smile back (:

It hasn't been a good time for me.

Thinking that I will fail both Marketing and MA,
then proceeding to being kicked out of school..
is really a torture for me.
A thousand litres of tears cannot even describe this feeling of mine.

Have you ever had this feeling like,
you feel like giving up,
but you can't?
Stucked in the middle, standing there helplessly?
You feel like a wondering soul on the street while walking?
Have that whole chuck of emptiness filled with fear and helplessness?

That is how i feel now.

up at this early morning 5.30am,
having this fear in my heart,
so traumatize by it.

P.s : i am still struggling hard to surface up from the deep waters.

Today i went for dinner with Ade, Linda,Feli, Austin, Marlin, Mingyao and Prissy at Central.
I drank Heineken.
Well well, yes,thats the reason you are guessing why (:
I don't wish to elaborate, though (:
We went for Zone PM,
without any doubt,
it is really GREAT!
a really power up one!
We learnt to pray with our heart. (:
Mingyao spoke to me (:
For once, i spoke how i felt on the spot.
I think it was the effect of the Heineken? LOL!
Just joking, he was really patient in listening to me.
That was why i spoke.
For the first time,
i talked about how i felt boldly.
but still gasping for air to ease that fear in my heart.
I guess i need time.
really. i need solutions.
i need help.
i need a listening ear.
i need love. (:

p.s GODISNOWHERE.

how did you interpret that?
is it God is NO WHERE?

The actual meaning is..
God is NOW HERE! (:

Peace (:

-thousands of TEDDY HUGS just attacked you! ♥

T A K E N . B Y . S J J

T A K E N . B Y . F Q T

T H E . V E R D I C T

I L O V E Y O U

A . P A R T . O F . M Y . L I F E

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