Down down down down down....

Totally madness.
I had a bad day.
I had a bad stomach pain.
To make things worse, I had stomach cramps.
It is totally >,<
The upper and lower part of the stomach is in pain.
I still have to work.
When I see the food there,
I feel like puking.
I can already feel my body shaking when I am working.
Running up and down,
moving here and there,
standing up and down..
To make things WORST,
my mind aren't working well.
It is having wild thoughts.
Thoughts that I should not have.
A mindset that I should not have.
Stomach pain + Stomach cramps + Wild thoughts = HELL
Not only my physical body is upset,
even my heart is upset.
Had my whole day feeling disturbed and annoyed.
I am kinda tired.
I did not have a good sleep yesterday as well.
I really had a bad day! :/

As the status goes higher,
expectations will automatically go higher.
And when it does not match the expectations,
people are easily provoked and disappointed.

Are you disappointed in me? :(

Why am I so affected?
I shouldn't be.
Perhaps it is my immature thinking.

Maybe I didn't appear to be what you see me to be.

T A K E N . B Y . S J J

T A K E N . B Y . F Q T

T H E . V E R D I C T

I L O V E Y O U

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