After being bugged to blog for a long time by bestie & sor zai,

I decided to take some time off to update.



I was thinking that my blog is kind of dead,

so I never think much of updating tho.

I had also been busy with work and the chapalangs~

So, please pardon me if you are a fan of my blog.(which I don't know who.)



I have not been feeling well tho.
My foot still hurts and I can't wear shoes.
I can only wear slippers. :(
And everyday I am wearing the slipper boyf bought for me when
my heels' strap broke.
There is still a moderate big lump on my foot there which
is still painful when touched.
And it affects my nerves.
When I scratch the toes, there is barely much feeling.
As in it is different from the left foot's feeling?
It is like "ma-ma" like that?
Sigh~!
This few months, I seems to be kind of clumsy.
Hitting this and that,
falling down here and there.
Maybe that is because of the SUPER EXCESS FAT in me. :((
TAOYAN~! no matter how I try, it is like that. SIAN!
Find myself really HIDEOUS! YUCKS*
I am starting to hate myself.
From head to toe. :(
Don't even want to camwhore or look too much into the mirror.
pukes*
Whatevver =.=
Between me and boyfriend,
it is good and yeah as loving as before. :)
that is the best boost for me. :)


his dad isn't doing well and everyone are so worried.
I am also very worried about it.
he had been a really nice daddy to me.
he always praise me and approves me to be together with boyf.
I really pray hard that he will be alright.
And i will not doubt it.
I want people to be able to see God through his problem,
and I believe in the name of Jesus. :)
Jiayou, Schirmer Dad! <3


I had been feeling lethargic all these while.
Sleeping around midnight,
waking up early in the morning..
going to a boring place to work.
the only thing i like is the pay at least. =.=
and there are only 6 people working together.
that means less politics.
or maybe the air con lo?
sigh! sian! office job is never my type of job.
not even once. :\
but for my studies and building fund,
i will stay on.
i have alot to pay.
my bills, my boyf's stuffs, dad and mum&building fund.
sigh! no rest.
mon-fri work, sat- service, sun- boyfriend.
I am kinda tired out.
I want to rest but i also want to catch up with my bestie,
best-y and best-tee and boyf.
it is kinda hard, but worth all my time.
i really need to schedule my time properly.
PHEW.
I hope things will turn out well for everyone.
Off I go,
update another time. :)

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