It's hard to breathe..
Tears rolled down uncontrollably when those words ring in my ears.

My world suddenly felt like an illusion.
What was real and what's not?

I practice manipulating those memories to reach my mind..
I practice closing up the ears and let the words stay in the air..

If it wasn't the practice, I would have probably done something that will not have a reversible change.

The pain still got to me but I must say, "Very much filtered with my practice. "

I am so afraid to touch my bare wound more than anyone can imagine.

我对感情彻彻底底地失去任何信任和希望。
这辈子让我觉得唯一我最爱也最爱我的女人竟然会。。。 😢


这局，我真的彻底输了。
比一年前输得还惨。

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