On braces.

God knows how terrified I am.
To be unable to move smoothly on my own.
Being unable to work..
Not having money..
Staying on the bed 24/7..
Facing walls..
Those quietness,those emptiness..

I've lost interest in so many things..
I don't like to see my phone that much anymore..
I don't like to talk so much anymore..
I don't like to watch shows as much as I used to anymore..
I don't like the kind of foods that I used to love much anymore..

Pain and pain,
Time and time wasting around..
2018 is just around the corner..

And do I really need to bring my injured leg over to next year including Chinese new year?

Totally sucks.
All the plans just interrupted.
Plans for monthly savings from Jan 2018 .
To settle the permanent job documents..
Health check-up, etc etc..


So much to do, yet being tied down by an injured leg.

I hate this construction, so so bad.

I feel so suffocated..

Can someone bring me out? 😢

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