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HER.TALES ♥QUEEN KING♥ R♥YALS KNIGHTS F-BOOK NEWER OLDER +FOLLOW

__`~iie need a shoulder so much..-
WORKING DAY AGAIN!!
OH MY..
gonna face the BOMOH and the BULL..
2 Bs..
OH GOSH!!!
now i won't find a boyyfriendd name starting with B!
no Bruce.
no Bryan.
no Bull.
no Billy.
no Bully ANYMORE.
LOL.
iie think too much perhaps.
*chuckles*
hey~
yoo know it's super boring and high tension.
nothing to do also must pretend tuu be doing something lo..
flip flip file..
touch touch table..
at a lost wondering what iie should do..
no instructions given..
just ask me to wait..
when the BULL comes,
he will be saying,"I DON'T TO SEE THIS TWO DO NOTHING,"
and there he goes...
MOO~ing all the way..
HEy!iie love moo moo cows yet yoo make my moo moo look bad..
hmmphs*
yes,i dont friend BULL BULL..
shud say BULL~ing all the way..
walau eh.
I HATE FILES!!!!!
YES I DO!
goodness..
FILE FILE FILE!
wann tuu file ur head in?
yoo got no brains ah?
got brains also grow grass..
=.=


oh yeah..
it had been tiring..
last wednesday to friday iie have got tuu wake up at 5plus.
WAH PIANG.
and there goes,
atlas can rest on my saturday and sunday.
in the end i spend my saturday morning waking up early
tuu take my PDL and cut hair.
then my day goes on with bible study and service!
WEELLL!
luckily got SERVICE tuu charge me up~~
it's reallie very comfortable tuu be in the presence of god.
and THE MOST WONDERFUL THING was.........
we went tuu expo to help out with the goodie bags..
although busy,
yet i feel so much joy..
my day is purposeful..
I LOVE HELPING PEEPOS!

I LOVE GIVNG A HELPING HAND.
giving me a resposibility and i try tuu present it with my BEST!
iie dare say that iie had always tried tuu be creative and make the things
i do to be UNIQUE..
esp the birthday cards i make.
BUT HEY!

THERE ARE TIMES I SIMPLY OUT OF IDEAS.


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NOW I AM PREETY SUPER STREESSSS ABOUT KC'S BIRTHDAY CARD.
I HAVE NO TIME TUU DO.
AND AND AND.
I CAN ONLY VENT ON MY BLOGGGG...
-some peepos ask me,why yoo wann tuu do such difficult cards?-
-simply do one simple card will do la?!-
THIS IS MY ANSWER TUU THIS PEEPOS:

"BECAUSE S33 IS MY FAMILY,
AND I LOVE EACH AND EVERYONE IN THE CELL GROUP.
YES INDEED IM ONLY CLOSE TUU SOME.
BUT THAT DON'T MAKE MY HEART OF MAKING THE CARD NICE
ANY DIFFERNCE.
SINCE IM GIVEN AN OPPORTUNITY AND REPONSIBILITY TO
BE A BIRTHDAY COORDINATOR,
I MAKE SURE I DO IT MY BEST OF BEST.
I DONT WANT TO MAKE THE CARDS ALL LOOK THE SAME,
SO THAT WHEN THEY GET THE CARD I DO,
THEY FEEL LOVED AND TREASURED BY US.
IF IT IS YOO,
AND YOO ARE GIVEN A LOUSY OR A NORMAL CARD
EVERYONE IS DOING ALL THE TIME,
HOW YOO FEEL?
YES IT IS STIU A CARD.
BUT WHICH ONE MAKES YOO FEEL MORE LOVED?
A UNIQUE ONE?
OR
A NORMAL ONE?
DON'T TELL ME YOO ARE USED TO IT.
COS I KNOW YOO ARE LYING AND TRYING TO
NOT THINK AND NOT AGREE WITH ME.
IN MY DICTIONARY,
WHEN IM GIVING SOMEONE SOMETHING OR
MAKING SOMETHING FOR OTHERS.
I MAKE SURE MY THINGS CAN LET THEM FEEL LOVED
AND THAT THEY WILL LOVE IT.
LOVE LOVE LOVE<3
THIS IS MY CRUCIAL KEY!"

have iie answered ur questions?
so don't ask me why again.
unless yoo can convince me.
iie don't care who yoo are.
if yoo think that the way iie do things is wrong.
tell me the reasons why.

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about the CGM on last friday..

iie made the decison to put GOD first.
it's very difficult..
very unbearing..
very torturing..
very emotioning..
but still..
I WANN TUU PASS THIS TEST that GOD SET FOR ME.
I WANN TUU DEPEND ON GOD.
yes it's really tough..
but iie believe GOD will see my faith..

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iie had tuu gibb up..
iie have no more strength tuu hold on tuu yoo...
yoo make me feel that im just wasting my time..
iie think yoo don love me the way yoo say yoo do.
why are yoo so fearful tuu face it?
why yoo choose tuu run away when
yoo shud face it?
why do yoo not trust me?
if yoo do,
yoo won't have choose tuu escape.
will someone just grab me
and hold on tuu me?
iie am tired.
tired of always being the one loving others..
yes i do.
yes i do need someone by my side.
yes iie wann tuu be loved..
iie wann tuu gibb up,
but it's NEVER EASY..
zhi you zhen ai guo cai hui dong.
zhi you zhen xin qu ai ren cai hui xin tong.
it's really pretty true that only ur close ones
have the ability tuu hurt yoo.
only the ones yoo treat it with ur heart
and sincerity can hurt yoo.

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