my saddest days
IT'S ALL OVER!!! 11 AUG 08``. bu zhi bu jue de zai yi qi..bu zhi bu jue de fen shou.. iie and STONEPIG break up lerr. can iie confess iie feel lost??he sent me the message at 9plus am.. iie reacted at 9plus pm.. iie cry leh..HAHA! indeed iie cry.. iie didn't know iie will cry.. he is someone iie fight for shoo long.. but in the end? BAD ENDING! again & aGain & aGAin & aGAIn & aGAIN & AGAIN!! 14th times le.HA!well..aiya! maybe since i had been hurt 13 times, so hurt the 14th time also never mind ba? im no longer full of love and passion. NOW,im full of fire and ice. it sounds contradicting right? let me explain. fire is about anger ya? ice is about freezing my good emotions. it hurts simply so much in my heart. how many peepos know the deep agony of my life? why loving others is wrong? why must iie think so much abt whether this guy can be my husband? I AM DESPERATE FOR LOVE,CARE and CONCERN! TOO DESPERATE FOR IT! been searching and looking out for shoo long!tribulations after tribulations! SO SICK OF IT! i just wann to find someone to love me, be devoted to me! im sick of me being devoted to others only already! ONE WAY AIR TICKET!BLOODY HELL! im hurt. i need lots of love to SUBDUE the FIRE in my heart!! ROARS~ HELPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP~~~~~~~~ ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 13AUG08 the nightmare of my life. the day i will never forget. THE DAY SADNESS AND GUILT FILLS MY LIFE. my heart is torn as i torn "THE LETTER". ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- why is all these happening in my life? all that i wanted is just love and care. someone to dote on me wholeheartedly. is it so tough? why must iie wait so long? why ?my patience are running out. wo hen wu nai! iie really love him. really so much.. that i stiu have qi dai(: 0 comment[s] | back to top |