B E . S T R O N G

THE DAILY MEDICINE[CONSIDERED A DRUG] i take
CARRIES THESE SIDE EFFECTS:

1)dry mouth

2)contradicting increased appetite

3)nausea

4)dysgeusia(the distortion or decrease of the sense of taste)

5)strange taste in the mouth

6)anorgasmia(sexual dysfunction sometimes classified

as a psychiatric disorder in which the patient cannot achieve

orgasm, even with "adequate" stimulation.can also be caused

by medical problems such as hormonal imbalances)

7)delayed ejaculation

8)upset stomach

9)constipation

10)trouble sleeping

11)dizziness

12)drowsiness

13)menstrual cramps/pain

14)headache

15)flushing

16)joint/muscle pain.

17)increase blood pressure and pulse

18)cardiac arrhythmias(abnormal electrical activity in the

heart. The heart beat may be too fast or too slow, and may be

regular or irregular,may cause SUDDEN DEATH)

19)paresthesia(a sensation of tingling, pricking, or numbness

of a person's skin with no apparent long-term physical effect.

It is more generally known as the feeling of "pins and needles"

or of a limb being "asleep")

20)mental/mood changes (e.g., excitement, restlessness,

confusion, )depression,thoughts of suicide).

21)seizures(sudden attack, spasm, or convulsion, as in

epilepsy or another disorder)

22)problems urinating

23)abnormal bruising or bleeding

24)melena(passage of dark tarry stools containing

decomposing blood that is usually an indication of bleeding in

the upper part of the alimentary canal and especially the

esophagus and stomach)

25)hematemesis(vomiting of blood)

26)jaundice(state or feeling of negativity or bitterness arising

especially from envy or world-weariness)

27)fever

28)rigors(state of rigidity in living tissues or organs that

prevents response to stimuli)

29)chest pain

30)hemiplegia(a condition in which one-half of a patient's

body is paralyzed)

31)abnormal vision

32)dyspnea(difficulty of breathing or painful breathing)

33)edema(abnormal accumulation of fluid in the body tissues

or in the body 34)cavities causing swelling or distention of the

affected parts)

[QUESTIONS YOU MAY WANT TO ASK]

♣What do you take this medicine for?
●Top Secret.i tell no one about it.SERIOUSLY NO ONE.

♣Does your parents know this?
●Of course they know it?but they simply is pretty ok with it((':

♣Why you know this,yet you still take it?
●If my parents are ok,why should i not take?
●I am trying my best to fulfill what they want(((':

these are the questions that i think you probably will ask.
so i answer you first(((:

When i am reading and typing this out,
my heart starts crying which caused my tears to flow uncontrollably..
*laughs*
Why do i tear?*shakes my head*
I will not tell you which one of the side effects I had been experience
everyday.
But i can tell you,
It's more than 15 less than 33.
How many peepos feel that i have been acting strangely?
How many peepos notice i have not been feeling well?
I think none.HAHA!
You wanna know why?

♠Even after I cried for 2 hours,as long as i wipe my tears away,
no one will realise i cried.
COMPARED to OTHERS,
they just have to cry for a while,
their eyes will be red and we will know they cried.
♠Even when i am drunk i am able to walk in a straight line.
i know you are scratching your head on how i do it.
i do it by walking like a "Cat Walk" style. and looking for straight line
so that i can follow the straight line and walk accordingly.
[i have never been DEAD DRUNK outside,so,my DRUNK means
tipsy and you will become bold to say out anything on earth and
you start feeling abit want to fall when you stand up and
feel that your head is heavy and your cheeks are soft.]
♠When i am sick,if i don't say,NO ONE will know.
Of course sore throat and running nose is DIFFERENT!
♠I am a PRETTY GOOD ACTRESS(((:
you won't know how good i am until you are in me(((:

``` Have i convinced you?```
``to know that i am sick,IS VERY VERY TOUGH!``
`okayys,don't need to bother to try le,i don't think you can notice it with
your own pair of eyes`

i live my day like as if it is the LAST DAY of my life.
other than during working time,
i can't do much,
other than talking on MSN,
blogging and going around to tag them..
If i am free a whole day,i won't waste it.
AND i don't want to..
because i simply do not know when i will just collapsed.
now have you figured out the reasons why i am very sensitive,
very encouraging,talk alot,smile alot[though i do have attitude sometimes],
crapp alot and go around showing my concern and love?
FOR YOUR INFO,
I DO TALK LIKE THEIR IS NO TOMORROW!
i can talk on the phone starting from 11am....
talk talk talk talk....
talk till 8pm!
i just have so much to talk..
this is done only when my parents are not with me.
my parents dislike me to talk on phone.
they don't like me to talk so much.
i have so much to pour out,
so much things to share.
THE ONE who can make me speaks FREELY and WITH NO CONSIDERATION,
is CYNTHIA perhaps.
SHANNON is of course one that i talk to ALOT ALOT too!
nags nags nags and complaint complaints complaintsss((:

please learn to tell those you love about how much you love them,
when you are still alive!
i know there are peepos who do not know how to express themselves,
DON'T make it EXCUSES liao la~HEHE!
reallyy....START opening your mouth to tell or
START smsing them or START doing something to show them!
don't regret~
do it to the point that if today is your last day,
you are ready to go..with NO REGRETS & NO BURDENS on earth!

can you understand what is running through my mind every min and sec?
can you understand how IMPORTANT it is,really?

for guys and girls who feel that you are in love with the opp sex,
SAY IT OUT! [of course make sure you are sincere]
i tell you this,being together in the relationship is NOT THE MAIN THING!
the main thing is that you bring across your feelings for them..
yes,you bound to be sad that they don't love you or don't accept you.
but think about it throughoutly...
when he/she says he/she don't love you and cannot accept you,
does that makes you stop loving him/her?
prolly yoo won't but yoo will try to forget him/her..
just that at that period of time being,
yoo won't..

for some girls,
they will love them in their hearts but lie to guy
and say ,"No la,i give up le!don't love him le la!"
they will secretly check about how is the guy,
hoping that he can ask for her help and she will be so happy
that she can do something for him..
yoo don't want your love for him to be a burden
to him.yoo say yoo hope he lives happily and that will do,
but actually when yoo that the reason he smiled is not because
of you,you start being sad.then indirectly you try to let yourself
be one of the reasons why he smile..you will go and try to make him smile.

Am i right?
*this is HOW I FEEL,so no offences!and no direct shooting on anyone.
of course you can object this.but not through spamming*

for guys,
yoo will start telling some of your friends that you are feeling
perfectly fine[other than your REAL CLOSE FRIEND].
yoo will start giving the girl the feeling that you do no love her anymore.
but in your heart you want to protect her,you love her and you
care pretty much about her in almost every ways.
your brave front will be showed to everyone.
*i was thinking about the reasons..and i feel..*
because of this verse,"NAN REN LIU XIE BU LIU LEI".
if i translate into english,
it means "MAN WILL BLEED BUT WILL NOT TEAR"
meaning that even if yoo bleed yoo don't cry.
broadcasting that "IF YOU ARE A MAN,YOU CANNOT CRY.
IF YOU CRY,YOU ARE NO MAN!"
this verse is something I OBJECT.
man is human also!they feel also!why cannot release their emotions?
this is the reason why guys start closing their heart,
put their heart in the coldness,
to freeze the tears that are supposed to flow.
to stop themselves from showing out how they feel.
freeze the heart that have the capability to love.

Am i right?
*like i say,this is how i feel~
you may and you can think you don't feel this way.
so no offences!and no direct shooting on anyone.
of course you can object this.but not through spamming*

i simply want to bring across that don't let everyday just slip away
without doing anything.
be it things you want to do,
prolly things you want to say,
things you wanted to do for a long time,
things you wish to do..
whatever it is,don't let it slip away.

*LIFE IS FRAGILE,VULNERABLE & UNPREDICTABLE*
**CHERISH AND TREASURE**
***DON'T KEEP YOUR LOVE AND CARE FOR OTHERS IN
YOUR HEART LEFT UNSAID AND UNDONE***

[ [ CANDY BAY-B ] ]

she wants to spread her CANDY-NESS.

she wants to use her CANDY-NESS

to SWEETEN those BITTER SOULS.

she belongs to Jesus.

she is not a slave of His,

but a DAUGHTER.

this is a thursday post!

my blog date got prob!

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