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I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO IRRITATED AND ANGRY! TO THE POINT I AM TREMBLING AND ALMOST FAINTED.. ii am mad ii think.. mind anyone,I AM IN A FIERY-TEMPER.. i rewrite my post..blogger got problem.. but my brain is 1GB RAM. i cant recall what i write.. too bad,no one is fated to see what i wrote.. BLOGGER,I HATE YOU! you make me repost.. you make me cannot write all that i wanted at that moment.. I HATE YOU!i promise,if i find other suppliers that are better, I WILL NOT USE YOU AGAIN.. i think i am not on earth anymore.. *drifting apart form earth* **WAVES GOODBYE TO PEEPOS ON EARTH** zai jian le.. again and AgAin and AGAIN... i am in pain.. all these pain i suffered from have been a curriculum for me.. everyday i yearn to be asleep more.. because everytime i wake up, all these come again.. i have tired out i think... i am shagged... maybe physically or emotionally or psychologically or mentally. or maybe ALL? i dono..i dono why,when,what,where and how? so don't ask me why because i dono why i dono why! i am mad i think.. have i been poccessed?i don't think so.. if i am poccessed,i won't ask whether i am poccessed rights? hmmm.. i am in pain PAin PAIN.. my vision is getting blurrer and blurrer as days passed. my fingers are geting number and number.. i feel that i am starting to lose senses.. even now i am typing, i can't really see the screen words.. i look at my keyboard when i type just to clarify.. sighh.. still smiling away (((: i dono why i have silence so much.. i dono why!so don ask me why! cos i dono why i dono why! i am lost..lost in dono where.. but i know i am not on earth.. cos i feel no presence i think.. DON'T ASK ME HOW I WANT YOU TO HELP ME. cos i don even know how to help myself, how i know how u help me?.. yoo probably won't ask a mental disorder person how he/she wants you to help them rights? i think i am one now,though. hurhur..i am mad,i think... random: "MIND YOUR TONE,GESTURE AND WORDS YOU USE WHEN YOU TALK TO ME.." this is to ANYONE who talks to me.. i don't guarantee whether i will blow up or not.. i may just ignore perhaps? ignore IGnore IGNORE.. ignore all that you all say.. ignore questions you ask.. ignore the attitude you give.. and just walk away.. I WANNA REEMPHASIZE [THIS THING I SAY,DOES NOT POINT AT ANYONE SPECIFIC!] **DON'T TAKE MY WORDS FOR GRANTED (((:** *IN FUTURE EVEN IF YOU WANT IT, YOU MAY NOT BE ABLE TO HEAR IT FROM ME AGAIN* [ [ CANDY BAY-B ] ] needs CANDIES now.. she needs alot of them.. she needs STRAWBERRY LOLLIPOPS.. she just needs it.. CHEER [ [ CANDY BAY -B ] ] up! GOD DADDY,fill me.. fill me more and more every sec.. i yearn to stay in your embrace forever.. i don't want to get out of it.. i don't want.. don't ever let go of me.. don't ever drift from me.. i love you,DADDY. Labels: DON'T LOSE LE THEN LEARN TO TREASURE.. COS YOU MAY NOT GET THE CHANCE ALWAYS. (((: 0 comment[s] | back to top |