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D is a p p o i n t e d !



why so many people just can't be trusted?
or is it i think too much again?
sigh.
do you guys know how harddddd
is it for me to come back with a clean paper?
in the past,
you all are just among yourselves.
i complained.
i thought it was me not taking initiative.
but now?
how many times must these friendship bond be broken and mended?
i am sick of all these.
things after things happening BEHIND my BACK.
if it is things that doesn't include me,
FINE!
but the thing is it includes me!!!!!
AND i don't know a ****-*** about it!
ARGHHHHH!
our quarrel is none of his business!
it is me, stupid me, go and give the present in the public!
i am the one at wrong,
STOP giving him stress!
he is already very guilty!!
1person scolded by so many people.
it is supposed to be only ONE PERSON KNOWING this.
how did it spreads to other people?
sigh!
fine.i am in no right to say this person spread it or whatever.
i can't assume either.
FINE FINE FINE!!!
ARGHHH!
CRYSSSSS! :'(
you guys make me want to run away from ALL OF YOU.
how do i face all of you with a clean paper again?
i tried it,
yet you guys burn it secretly and left a burnt mark
on my clean paper.
i am falling back to the well again!
i hate myself.
dragging people into problems,
lying to people,
making people angry all that!


i begin to doubt.
am i an accomplice of Satan?
am i drawing away from God?
this week,
going for s*****e .
i don't know how to face them,
i don't even know who have known this matter,
sighh!


sorry friend,
i got yoo into so much discipling.
i am sorry to have not been sensitive with my actions
and causing you into deep trouble.
sorry that i affected you.
really sorry.
your apologies to me make my heart sank.
tears start flowing in sorrows.
i am so sorry.
my actions caused you so much.
i am deeply sorry.

现在的我充满罪恶感。。

非常对不起。。

我不是有意的。。


一分一秒不停的走动。。

我却一直走不出来。。

你们口中的话,让我半信半疑。。

到底我应该相信谁呢?

唉!

我快疯了!







did i disappoint all of yoo ,
or did you all disappoint me?

sorry to cause so much problems
for all of you.




replies to my candy bin:
SHANNon : hmmms . i think i shall not say much(:
Sandy : i am still trying. thanks though.







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