B E . S T R O N G

*Updates on my valentine's day*
my "valentines" are kor and precious.
we went to eat at kopitian and went to star gazing.
i couldn't stay for long because parents don't want me to go home late.
but i can really say we talked alot.
although i did not spend quantity time with them,
but i really thinks that we spent quality time together (:
i enjoyed it alot.

**back to today(: **
today i went cell group!
got to know that xuebing is our cellgroup member.
i also get to know one member called ****e**.
he spoke to me alot about his encounters in life,
how he actually do things and indirectly hurt people
and also how others said things to hurt him.
so,i was listening and trying to motivate and encourage him.
then well, he seems to be very okayy.
when he was going off, he asked for my number,
so i gave without hesitating.
well,firstly, i see nothing wrong with him.
maybe i am not sharp or something?
but i really did not know anything.
and then after i gave,
everyone screamed ,"SHHHHHHHHHHITTTTTT!"
and asked,"huh?you gave him your number?oh noooooo!"
i was like *blank*
in my mind i was like,"huh?you all know him???"
come on! it is like i thought he is make up cell and you guys
do not know him cans?
i was like so provoked.
no one told me anything about him or whatever.
no one even bother to like SMS me.
it is like WHAT?!
what is a phone man?sms me and tell me la?!
do already then huh to me.
what the?
i tell you, i was boiling inside.
but i hold it. i think i should just let it go.
sorry, i do not know anything about him as i am not God.
to me,he is just sounding out his problems.
the rest,i seems to have no idea.
perhaps because today my countenance is bad today.
well, i will try to be sharp.

i have made some decisions this time round.
this time round for real.
i am going to consider VOWS too.
i want to stop myself into temptations and lose my focus.
i really thank M.Y to really be so sharp to know about my problems.
and tell me to find back my focus.
i know you are not Jesus.
i will do it this time.
i promise.

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