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**applauses**
"Okayys.Thank you everybody(: "

eventually i was not able to go out on sunday
which cell group meeting falls on.
yes pretty worried and upset.
i am hungry for it i should sAY.
maybe i do not look like i am,
but i do really hunger for it.
i begin to think of ways to accommodate.

yes accommodate.

i promise to stay at home for at 3 days in a week
for an exchange of being able to attend
cell group meeting and service.
maybe to may people out there it is super easy,
don't seems to be a sacrifice.
but to me, it is.
during school days,
i rarely meet my friends and besties.
no time. and now it is holidays.
i can't even have the freedom.
1 April school is going to start again.
given freedom also no use anymore.
i need to coop with my studies.
this time round,my exams are going to be LOUSY or even FAIL.
i had really put in effort to study already.
but, well. i still can't do it.
talking about this.
tears just fell uncontrollably.
at times i have thoughts of committing suicide.
i always shout "STOP" to it.
i am really pushing myself.
to stop thinking about negative things,
to read the Word and to pray.
i am clinging on to Him,
so committing suicide is a
"NO-NO" decision.

moneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoney
moneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoney
moneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoneymoney

they are driving me CRAZY.

speak the F word.

F.A.I.T.H

T A K E N . B Y . S J J

T A K E N . B Y . F Q T

T H E . V E R D I C T

I L O V E Y O U

A . P A R T . O F . M Y . L I F E

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