B E . S T R O N G

"You may be generally an amiable and pleasant person.
You may generally get along well with most people.
But somehow,
there is that one family member,
that one friend,
that one colleague,
who doesn't take to you very well.

This might disappoint you,
sadden you,
or even disillusion you.
Don't allow it to.
Every single person is unique.
Every single relationship is different.
Somewhere, somehow,
there will be people who don't quite get along.

If you allow yourself to adjust your personal values,
to change the person that you are,
just to win over that one person or few people,
you run the risk of adversely affecting the good relationships you do have.

Be positive.
Focus on your happy relationships.
At the same time, accept that there will be ones that don't go so well.
Whatever you say or do, whoever you are,
whatever character or personality you have,
you won't be able to please everyone."

Don't you agree with me? (:
I have been trying to be good with everyone.
Everytime people who comes in and out of my life..
Some of them got upset with me..
I was sad. AGAIN.
yes like someone told me before.
FOCUS! put all your efforts on these into studies.
yea..sometimes i wonder why do i become so sensitive.
Like when i am in the same status as one person.
and that person always got praised?
Is it because i never do well or they just forget to praise me.
Indeed i am silly enopugh to think,
"If only i can do even better.Maybe the things i made are childish?(:"
thats just me.
i believe someone outta there is gonna cherish my doings
and love them for who they are.
Sorry to say my hands and her hands make different thing,yeah?
i may nmot be as artistic as she is,
but i am unique in my own ways , I believe.
Hopefully all these while the people who receive the things i do,feel happy.
alrights. no more comparison =xXxXx
i am so tensed up nowadays.
i can't stand anymore that i cry during PM.
this time round a real cry.
i asked myself,"why must i always want to know so much when
i am not even sure if i can tolerate it."
Even when i say i am a good man and not a good girl..
i am still a girl though..
i tolerate like man do,
and cry like girls do..
sometimes i say i am genuine.
but now i began to doubt.
sometimes i feel i am so coooped up..
i can't be free to let go my emotions.
why? fear of this and that..
maybe the trust between the people i am with together
id not that strong yet.
guess someone is going to ask,"So what are you going to do about it?" XD
i am going toooooo............fellowship more???
i think i have really tried fellowshipping.
though i know you guys may think why i always talk to her laugh with her.
Because she is too quiet?
then some may ask did you encourage her to talk more?
I DO I DO! but she say she try.....
i can only give her some time.
if i push her too much and cause her to backslide how?
well.. i am not doing that well too...advices....well.i dono what i am capable
to do now..i thought i was a good advicer?
but i was wrong.
it is not just about one incident.
but when i asked some of them to double confirm my thinking,
yea they did.
they say only "some" do help them.
haiz. so what should i do?
believe that i can give good advices again?
then later i give wrong again then how?
aiya..whatever..
no time and energy to think about it.

anyway..sadly..i can never be with carebear.
(: why? because he is not _ _ _ i _ _ i _ _ .
do i consider being loyal?
hmmm. maybe yes maybe no.
don't want to be disturbed by it.
i have told him,
"It is impossible.Unless you are a _ _ _ i _ _ i_ _. (:"
he says he wont.. so yes..i don't want to get too _ _ _ i _ i _ _ _ too.
and yeah. and nowadays this someone keep making me feel vexed.
low confidence and esteem peepos, get out of my life!
either you change it or leave it.
i am provoked.
am i suppose to wait or let go?
why am i trapped by you? TSK!
can't expect myself to still think i shall wait for you.
"We are not meant for each other." is coming to my mind..
Oh God, show me the way.
This month of holiday i am going to devote myself to Bible reading
and seriously praying. Yes i will.

Random:
Love me for my mind and not my body ;
play with my body and not my mind.

Labels: Tell me what i should do.

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