B E . S T R O N G

i am back at last.
to my homely blog of mine.
*wipe dust away*

i had been sicked for the past one week.
And over here i want to thank a few people (:

1) Jesus

By His love, grace and mercy,
I am healed.
My medicine can only last me for 5 days,
but after 5 days,
my throat is still swollen.
And i really feel very uneasy,
and miraculously by God,
I am healed by 80% already.
It is all done by :
-Visualize
-Confess
-Believe
I had been scolding and casting Satan out of my body.
Getting angry with Satan.
and keep on speaking the promises of God.
God is Jehovah Rapha.
HE will heal me,
perhaps not directly,
but through people around me and slowly His healing unfolds.

2) Ming hua
He was the one who brought me to doctor
at marine parade there.
Really thank God that he was in my life.
He had always been the one who helps me in terms of need.
No amount of words can express how much gratitude
i have towards you.
Thanks so much. (:
If not for you, i won't even start recovering.

3) My mother and father
Thank them for being around with me,
supporting me..
although there is alot of nags,
but i felt the warmth,the care.
thanks so much.
it brought me to a question,
"If my parents are not around already,how?"
guess i will really cry and become very empty
out of a sudden.
i am used to hearing,"WINNNNNNNNIEEEEE!"
smiles on their faces always makes my day.
having their agreement and permission sets me free.
i love them and there is just so much that
i want to do for them.
I really love love them.
I want to give them a good life.
I want to show them i am never the same.
actually,i was never the same.
seriously.
i want to work hard in both my studies and work
to show my gratitude.
yes,i will.

4) Mingyao (my CGL)
Thanks for his care and concern (:
I don't know why,but always i have
a strong urge to be there to support
him. whether as a member-leader
or a friend. but this had been in me,
the moment I made a decision to commit.
The reason why i commit is not being
forced or "brain-washed".
It is the presence,i do not know how
to explain.
When i see people speaking unnice
things of him, i got provoked.
In the inside,there is so much i want to stand
up for him,i did la. HAHA! :D
When i hear things from him,
it always makes me think,
look for solutions and really try things out.
Although many a times,
i really hope that i will be praised by him personally,
i know he is not a very expressive person.
so,yeah. i believe and trust in the friendship we have.
he can see it and know it even if he don't say it.
i always believe in one thing.
I will not go against God anointed leaders. never.
instead,i will go all out to support and help.
I know he had been stressed with things..
sadly i can't really do anything to help him.
anyway i am not mature enough to say or comment luhh.
i just listen,think and try to resolve.
Mingyao had been really caring.
He sent me home from east coast that day
when i was sick. spoke to parents.
disciplining me.. i cannot deny,
i do not detest discipleships.
i want to grow. spiritually strongly.
and i want to become a better person.
God speaks to me through him.
almost all the time.
I thank him for all that he had done.
thanks alot,mingyao.

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