One by one..
one by one.... Someone just text me to : Do not disturb. i have been very burden about certain things.. ya..burden..worried..upset.. but guess its not time for emotions. we gotta crack our mind to stand up for the things we love, the things we guard for, the things we believed in. i have to be tactful of what i write in this post because of my emotions and direct-ness. and also how others may interpret it. i have write and editted this post for more than 10 times. cooling myself with dramas. -laughs- it's gonna ok. i gotta believe. everyone will make it. things will change. it will never be the same. instead of standing here and get emo. i am starting to crack my mind. though i know my focus should be studies. i will. but not in the expense of losing the family. i hope "family" is not just a name. like the red t-shirts we had. "Not just a name" i will pray & seek Him for guidance. it can never go that way. never. i will not allow. no way! >=B do anyone knows why some car races need a helper to the driver? that is because the race is not like F1, long and smooth road.. there may be sand..slides or more danger, the driver needs to be focused. without a helper who knows well of the road, how do the driver win the race? read between the lines (: for all these msn hack-in and tagboard spam. June admitted it is her who do it. however, i think it is not that simple. i believe that man is guilty for it. though i do not know why is he helping him. i come give a damn now. June, thanks for all your doings. i am utterly disappointed. I never once looked down on you when i saw you doing those things. taking care of you when you were drunk. standing up for you in school when i heard someone talk bad about you. and this is what i get(: thanks so much. but don worry. it wun affect me much. because from now on, you are never even in a corner of my eye. it is not about unforgiveness. but it is over. i have forgiven. and i want to forget. i made a choice. it is all over between us. & stop taking my truthfulness for granted. thanks. suddenly these words ring my mind: We need to start solving the toughest problem. Although it may take alot of time, but we still have to carry hope for the future. It is the trials and tribulations that we become grown up. do you agree? 0 comment[s] | back to top |