Will a couple lost that lovey dovey feeling after being together for very long?

Since yesterday, I had been thinking about how I am feeling and of course how my dear boy feels.. We had been dating for 4 years and about coming to 3 months..
Nowadays when he comes and fetch me, I can no longer feel that excitement in him..
Maybe, we have become so used in the way that "Well, we are seeing each other everyday, literally. What's there to miss and you know, excited about?"

Maybe, we are just so tied down with all the burdens on our shoulders.
Maybe, he is tired.
And I am afraid that one day he might just decide that he is tired of me already.

I don't like my relationship to be mundane, because I feel that it will just make us lose the sparks in our relationship.. Apparently, he don't feel so.
He was saying he wished he had a simple life.

Simple life, what does it exactly mean?
Everyone's definition of simple life is different, isn't it?
I am trying my very best to give him the kind of simple life he wants.
I still do not exactly know how.
There are so many insecurities and "what-ifs" in my mind.

I still wonder, what does his simple life means...


Hopefully, one day I will fully understand..

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