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Give me a break, brain .

Sometimes, all I want is a good rest, not just for my body, but also my soul.

 
I am afraid all that I believed was not what it really is.
Maybe it was, in the beginning.
However, as time pass by, people change.
Do I still be like who I was, always asking people how they think about me?
Or, should I just go based on my instinct?
 
I think I had been living for others for all these years.
I always ask myself the reason why.
Probably because I am fat?
Probably because I think I am not pretty?
Probably because I feel stupid that I am not able to comprehend many things?
Probably because I think I am still too immature?
Probably I don't even know what is considered mature!
 
Oh my!
I think I suffer very bad self-esteem and confidence.
Sometimes I wonder, if I slim down, will there really be more people who like me?
What if, actually it is me myself that they don't like?
Like, they don't like my attitude, my personality and all?
This- will be the greatest breaking point of my life, really.
 
Who am I?
What am I?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Am I worth your time?
Do you really love me for who I am?
Will you leave me just like 2 years ago?
I am lacking the confidence of being loved, again.

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