Happy 24th birthday to myself
Happy Birthday to Delphine-Winnie-FQT
It's my 24th birthday this year.
Honestly, I don't really wish that this day comes.
I wish that I can just hop over to 21st June for this year 2014.
It's a year when I am penniless..
It's okay when people around you don't have money for your birthday..
But, to not have money yourself, is really soul-breaking..
At least if nobody celebrates your birthday for you, you can use your
own money and pamper yourself..
However, this year..
Not only do I not have money, people around me also have no money.
Thus, making me feel depressed..
Having no one to celebrate my birthday for me on my actual day..
No one to sing birthday song to me..
No birthday cake..
No presents...
No surprise..
No friends around..
I don't really have friends to begin with, I guess?
Even my besties aren't around..
I can't help but to feel lonely and sad..
HAHA..
Well..well..
You know what do I actually really hate about my birthday?
It isn't my birth-day..
It isn't the month problem..
It isn't the day problem..
It isn't the date problem also..
It isn't the time problem as well..
It is the secret expectation of people's expressions of love towards me; A secret desire to be appreciated for my birth. Happy birthday song sung by meI don't sing well, please don't judge.0 comment[s] | back to top |